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Another morning. Another nightmare. I thought at least my troubles were over temporarily. I can't go to bed at night without having them, and they're increasing in frequency. I'm almost afraid that they'll haunt me while I nap in the day. They began earlier this semester, and they've just gotten steadily worse. Now they happen every night. Although my last one happened even after the sun rose. Maybe I shouldn't sleep anymore. |
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*Doing Calculus homework to study for the exam tomorrow* I... I UNDERSTAND IT!!!! OMFG IT'S DAWNING ON ME FINALLY!!! IT'S LIKE A CERTAIN PART OF MY BRAIN I NEVER USE GETS ALL TINGLY!!!! GO SHI GO!!!
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1308 words as of right now. Stop laughing at me. D:< I'll work in it more tonight after I work on homework. In other news. My desk has gone from this:
To this:
Thanks college. D:<
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Shi has 4 exams next week. His first is on Monday, and that is Texas Government (or just POLS 207), his second is on Tuesday, and that is Application of Learning Theory (STLC), Wednesday is Calculus honors (Math 151), and Thursday is Nuclear Engineering 101 (NUEN 101 for short). Here's an overview of each class: POLS 207 - Not especially difficult, but I need to read 3 tedious and relatively long chapters. However, my professor says that it is very based on human behavior, and a lot of the points made in this class were covered in my dual credit government class in senior year of high school. (Odd that I actually learned something in there.) STLC - This class also requires reading--more so than POLS. This requires me to also go over lecture notes, but the concepts are common sense and easy to understand. Math 151 - Math is always an easy subject for me. I have way more of an attention span for doing analytical homework than for reading. I fucking hate reading for a class, which makes the previous two classes mentioned a little more time-consuming than they should be. However, I generally have to teach myself vectors, limits, and derivatives to be prepared for this exam (I have been getting lectures on this stuff of course... sort of). And with that being said, this math class is really odd, given that there are hardly any numbers involved (which is something I'm not used to), and it's all conceptual proofing. And that's how the exam is like. Take that as you will. NUEN 101 - Like Calculus, this class is naturally very interesting to me, however, although it requires a lot of math, there is also lots of reading to understand the many many things that happen in nuclear physics. I've also been taught little to nothing of the practical math applications by my professor, so it's generally all self-teaching, as well as a lot of reading. Now with that said, here is the poll.
So which exam will rape Shi the hardest?
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10. You can make smores with the same method of cooking heroin. 9. If it is edible, it will go with cheese. 8. There is no parry without a parry riposte. 7. Your short term memory will only allow you to remember 7 names of people you don't speak to regularly. 6. Pubic hair grows quickly. 5. The cheaper your food costs, the harder it will be to scrape off your plate/utensils afterward. 4. There will always be someone willing to play Brawl. At any moment of the day. 3. Your TA can have the option of not having to speak English. 2. If you exist, there will be at least one other person that mirrors your personality. 1. Being a liberal in a conservative school automatically makes you a troll. As obviously indicated, I've experienced some things in college so far. And I am really really looking forward to the next few years I'm going to spend here at A&M. I'm going to try to have a good October, since you all know what happens in November... >.> And I still have to think about the structure of the government in Kamikaze Blitzkrieg, since that will be a big issue. So far, everything here has been great. I've experienced quite a few epiphanies lately, and I'm going to be an alternate in the fencing tournament this weekend. Scratch that, I just looked online to see if my Chemistry professor posted last week's exam grades up. Yes. I'm going to need to find some alcohol soon. D:
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After the previous afternoon's moving of my mini couches, new fridge and TV into my dorm, Justin and I found it extremely pleasing to flirt, push each other around, and lightly grope the other while he, my roommate and I watched TV. I can suffice to say that my roommate was probably freaked out. As it should have it, Justin and I mutually agreed on what we were looking for and what we were not looking for. So we established a casual, yet pay emotion as you go plan. He calls it friends with benefits. I call it a social experiment. Though I've yet to make a hypothesis I'm content with. Protip: When he grew out his beard and took his driver's license picture, he looked like Charles Manson. Though I'll take a picture of him for you all later. And I'm still taking pictures of the campus for later posting on LJ. >>
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A worse crush than before. And his name is Justin, who apparently is like a slab of fresh meat dangling in front of a starved hyena. Oh goddamn.
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I met a girl. An Asian girl. Who likes to smoke cigarettes and isn't very good at math. Tonight is the first night in months that I haven't felt nauseated after masturbating. And the first night I didn't think about Randy or Sean. In fact, it felt like the world tilted for awhile and my head felt light. I offered to help her move her stuff to her new dorm when she moves out of temporary housing. <3 |
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Okay, since I've been meaning to finish this fic for awhile, but been stuck at where I am so far, I decided to post what I had so you all from TA could analyze/critique/flame/fap over it.
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I should update about my university. Perhaps a voice post shall be better. But I just wanted to say that I'm surviving, even if I am a bit of an outcast here. I'm just posting to say that I'm fine, and that once I have all my iPhone photos onto my Photobucket, you guys can see my Uni. -Shi
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Seriously. I finally, FINALLY get the muse to write, and when I do, I keep getting interrupted by calls and text messages by everyone on my phone book, or from people calling the kitchen phone. Fucking stop. I'm writing. Go away. D:<
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I really want to leave to college already. Please. I actually received my notice for where my temporary housing assignment is. It's at least in the hall complex I wanted, if that's anything to be happy about. I already bought a poster for my dorm. I has zombies. :glad: My uncle also died last night. Not much to say about that, other than the fact that my dad is taking it worse than he'd like to. I should finally get the chance later today to purchase the shit I need to dye my hair gray. I'm questionable about how much my mom will flip out, but she can deal with it. There isn't much to say other than the fact that I've been up all night, but I can't go to sleep. Maybe going outside will help me some. For now, a meme: 10 reasons to know that you might be ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} shinigami_ebola :1. You cosplay as your own OCs. 2. At least one part of your every day wardrobe had to travel from across the globe after you bought it. 3. You can bake brownies, but when you do, it's hilarious to other people. Because you're kind of scared of the oven. 4. You act bitchy when people call you cute, and afterwards you snuggle your kitteh and drink a juice box. 5. Your room started smelling like chemicals all of a sudden. 6. Your laptop cost more than your car. 7. You aren't allowed to drive said car. 8. You have to cut this meme short, because your parents are awake and would know you were up all night if they catch you up right now.
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I'm currently on the road with my mom towards the university. Thank Apple for the iPhone's satellite GPS navigation. We almost took a wrong turn. I shall update again later. For srs. |
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Fucking epic. I shall post about my amazing night. Later. For now, sleep.
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